3 m0Nth$ t0 01.10.10
NERVES! tatau la how to describe....skrg aku dah stat mimpi pasal wedding aku...leh kate tiap2 mlm gak ar skrg....same cam tunang dlu....mln td mmp pasal bj nikah, aku g fitting rase nye.... hadoi, nerves nye....pas 01.10 aku bkn agi skdr anak abah aku, kakak & adik kpd sibilings aku....most important, aku ni WIFEY pada HUBBY aku....besar tu makna nye....taat setia aku just pada die je....takleh ade 2 & 3 nye..... aku takut sbnr nye, tak, bukan, aku nerves sebenarnye..... actually i pn tatau what is actually reason i pilih die....did i love him?i rase i do....rase??hurmm....bile die takde, i miss him, i rase empty....i guess that is a strong reason yg prove i do love him...aritu die wat sesi luahan perasaan, otway lik ipoh...he told me yg he can't feel love, die tak rase yg i syg die....tak cam i kat kl dlu...to tell the truth, mmg pn i rase i tgh mengelak dari die...rase tak slesa, rase cam weird, rase awkward, rase cam segala rase yg pelik....aku tak suke...