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arini kerja, permulaan minggu starting a brand new week tapi kannnnnn, pagi ni tak best sebab ??? sebab pepagi lagi dah jerit marah Amsyar.. huaaaa sedih lak bila pikir bukan niat nak marah sebenarnya tapi tindakan refleks aii pegi dapur sebab nak siapkan susu Aryan, amek masa la sket sebab nak pindahkan dari double zip lock bag ke dalam botol. Amsyar ngan Aryan aii letak atas katil, pastu pasangkan upin & ipin kat fon.  then tetiba dengar Aryan nangis, lepas tu stop macam kena himpap, pastu nangis balik, then stop. laju-laju lari masuk bilik and yess, as i expected, Amsyar tengah duduk kat atas adik dia yang tgh menerap. sambil henyak 2, 3 kali.  mau tak menjerit???? sakit tekak! kali ke 2 dah minggu ni. kali pertama ari jumaat. babah diorg keje. aii kat dapur bancuh susu Amsyar. Aryan menerap depan tv. elok-elok bancuh susu tetiba Aryan nangis. ingat nangis biasa sebab Aryan memang manja. nak orang dok ngadap depan dia je....

Terkebil2 sorg diri, atas katil, sambil ditemani irama dengkuran suami & kecomelan anak yg tgh tido. Sighhhh..... :( Hurmmm..bila perut makin besar, mata makin payah lelap. Tido dh la lewat td. Pukul 1 klau x silap. Terjaga kul 4 sebab anak merengek nk susu. Lepas bancuh, br nak landing, tetibe perut lak memulas mintak ke toilet. Haihhhh perut ni. Macam la takleh tggu kul 7 kang. Huuuu... Ni ntah kul bape la baru boleh tido balik. Silap2 sampai subuh kang mata tetap terang. Ada jugak yg mc japgi ni..hehehe ** baby dalam perut + abam baby

                                                                            19th sept 11                 Baby cayang….               Introducing your 1 st ever diary  J                             Saje je ummi nak wat kan baby journal,               So that baby leh tau how much ummi & Abah loves u. Anyway sayang….. Welcome to our world….ummi harap baby lahir dengan selamat and sehat sentiasa…. LOVE U SO MUCH sayang…....

** nope, not complaining..this is me sharing mylife as Ummi  ** Aritu kat fb terbaca post tentang 20 perkara yg berubah bila kita ada anak. Rasa2nya semua pn ada baca..benda2 dalam fb ni mudah merebak.hehehe Tetiba tingat lak ada komen dari sorg hamba Allah ni ttg penyakit apa tah.. "konfem ke fakta tu sebab kat fb ni banyak doktor dan pakar jadian" Hehehe...kelakar tak? Ke aii sorg je yg rasa kelakar? Heeee Awak mmg suka melalut eh ismawati? Okeh..byk benda yg berubah. Like damn serious! Tak terhitung banyak nya. Tak cukup nk kira ngn jari. But in the end it all comes to "happiness beyond word" Antaranya (to me laaa) : 1. Masa tido. Aii dah tak igt bila last aii dpt tido 8 jam straight. Before prgnt kot? Sbb since tau je i was prgnt, aii dh macam susah giler nk tido. Nak2 pulak bila en Hubs kacau tgh2 mlm, mmg cari gaduh la. Contohnya klau terjaga pukul 12 mlm, kul 3-4 cmtu br leh tido balik. Hanginnnn je tgk org yg berdengkur kat sebelah. Sekarang ni l...

AM I WITH THE RIGHT PARTNER? During a seminar, a woman asked,” How do I know if I am with the right person?” The author then noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so he said, “It depends. Is that your partner?” In all seriousness, she answered “How do you know?” Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it’s weighing on your mind replied the author. Here’s the answer… Every relationship has a cycle… In the beginning; you fall in love with your partner. You anticipate their calls, want their touch, and like their idiosyncrasies. Falling in love wasn’t hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn’t have to DO anything. That’s why it’s called “falling” in love. People in love sometimes say, “I was swept of my feet.”Picture the expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something happened TO YOU. Falling in love is a passive and spontaneous experience. But...

dah nak masuk seminggu blog tak ber update, fb terbiar, twitter tak di jengah, instagram pun tak nampak bayang adehhh la, semua nya sebab FON fon oh fon, cepat la sampai windu sangat nak berwhasapp internet kat opis lak sesungguhnya tersangat la hampeh. STRESS!!

nak apdet blog, tapi tetibe laptop buat hal bluetooth takleh on lak, takleh nak transfer gamba dari tepong hati saket!! beli laptop baru kang padan muka aicehhh #gayamacambanyakduitjek# kekekeke

Berbaring2 sambil mata mencuri pandang pd anak yg sedang bermain sendirian. Chewahhh,ayat!! Hahaa Takde la, dh dload mobile blogger ni tetibe rase cam rugi klau tak type ape2.. Anyway,esok dh keje. Masa utk anta anak ke umah pgsuh. Bermula balik la episod kekurangan masa utk ank.. Yg ada cuma sejam wkt pg, 4 jam wkt ptg. Balance - 8-9jam masa tido, 9-10 jam kat umah 'mak pgsuh'.. Dilema ibu yg bekerja. Tak macam aii kecik2 dolu. 24jam ngadap muka mak je. Tetiba terpikir 'what kind of mother i want to be' Arwah mak garang, sgt garang. Stakat kena sebat dgn penyapu lidi tu dah kira mcm mknan harian la. Penah je kena pukul dgn kayu penyendal pintu. Hehehe..terlampau nakal mungkin? But i dont want to be that kind of mother. Nope,bukan sebab apa yg mak buat tu salah. Kita berada di era yg berlainan. Mungkin bg mak itu cara terbaik utk mendidik kami. Kalau tak pukul mungkin kami tak jd begini. Mungkin itu pendapat mak.. But for me, i want to be a mom yg memaha...

Mc. Gigi sakit, Doc ckp gigi geraham bongsu br tumbuh. Gusi bengkak. Ulser. Okeh,complete di situ. Sbb tu kesakitannya berada pd tahap dewa dewi. Hubs anta Amsyar pegi umah pgsuh kul 7 td. Nk kasi umi peluang utk rehat kata nye. So here i am,lying down in bed,alone. Trying to get my rest. Tanpa rengekan amsyar, atau dengkuran abah. Sunyi, sepi, & tiba2 rindu. Rindu pada rengekan amsyar. Rindu pada dengkuran abah. How i wish they were here with me now.

macam tak pecaye je its NEW YEAR already  cepatnye masa berlalu, rasa macam baru celebrating the joyness of 2012, alih2 arini dah 2013 it also means that, this is the last year of me celebrating my birthday dengan angka 2 kat depan tu, next year, it will start with big 3 OMG!! seriously???? 2013, pls keep it slow & easy :) quick recall of 2012 it started with giving birth to Amsyar Durrani on 12/01/12 the rest was nothing but happiness through the year, it was a bittersweet. tido 2,3 jam, sometimes waking up all night just to keep him comfy gosh, me tearing up just by tinking of it motherhood is just great! nope, nope it is awesome! 100 km ulang alik dari tganu ke perak dah jadi macam 10 km :) lama2 we get use to it dolu-dolu maybe sebab tak biase kot, after almost 3 years dok sini, benda ni jadi cam normal actually, jauh tu mendekatkan we always find a way to be together bila kitorg balik to parents's house, the rest w...