A mOmmY
Berbaring2 sambil mata mencuri pandang pd anak yg sedang bermain sendirian.
Chewahhh,ayat!! Hahaa
Takde la, dh dload mobile blogger ni tetibe rase cam rugi klau tak type ape2..
Anyway,esok dh keje. Masa utk anta anak ke umah pgsuh. Bermula balik la episod kekurangan masa utk ank.. Yg ada cuma sejam wkt pg, 4 jam wkt ptg. Balance - 8-9jam masa tido, 9-10 jam kat umah 'mak pgsuh'..
Dilema ibu yg bekerja.
Tak macam aii kecik2 dolu. 24jam ngadap muka mak je.
Tetiba terpikir 'what kind of mother i want to be'
Arwah mak garang, sgt garang. Stakat kena sebat dgn penyapu lidi tu dah kira mcm mknan harian la. Penah je kena pukul dgn kayu penyendal pintu. Hehehe..terlampau nakal mungkin?
But i dont want to be that kind of mother. Nope,bukan sebab apa yg mak buat tu salah. Kita berada di era yg berlainan. Mungkin bg mak itu cara terbaik utk mendidik kami. Kalau tak pukul mungkin kami tak jd begini. Mungkin itu pendapat mak..
But for me, i want to be a mom yg memahami anak dia. Hopefully. If Amsyar balik lambat dlm keadaan kotor penuh lumpur, aii tak nak teros jump on conclusion yg he's been notty,melompat dlm lopak air. Mungkin dlm perjalanan balik ,slps main bola,dia terjatuh dlm lopak air tu, & lutut nya berdarah? Atau result exam dia teruk, i tros marah dia dgn alasan dia tak blaja. Mungkin dia stadi,tp on that exam day dia tak sehat, or apa yg dia baca tak sama dgn apa yg ada atas exam paper.
I want to be an understanding mom. I want to communicate with him. And really hoping he will come to me on any reason.
Tak kira la sekadar mengadu gula2 dia terjatuh td, or how sorry he is sebab result exam teruk. Or bergaduh dgn awek? I just want to be a part of his life. A part of unimportant thing in his life.
Hopefully it not just a hope semata2 :)
Chewahhh,ayat!! Hahaa
Takde la, dh dload mobile blogger ni tetibe rase cam rugi klau tak type ape2..
Anyway,esok dh keje. Masa utk anta anak ke umah pgsuh. Bermula balik la episod kekurangan masa utk ank.. Yg ada cuma sejam wkt pg, 4 jam wkt ptg. Balance - 8-9jam masa tido, 9-10 jam kat umah 'mak pgsuh'..
Dilema ibu yg bekerja.
Tak macam aii kecik2 dolu. 24jam ngadap muka mak je.
Tetiba terpikir 'what kind of mother i want to be'
Arwah mak garang, sgt garang. Stakat kena sebat dgn penyapu lidi tu dah kira mcm mknan harian la. Penah je kena pukul dgn kayu penyendal pintu. Hehehe..terlampau nakal mungkin?
But i dont want to be that kind of mother. Nope,bukan sebab apa yg mak buat tu salah. Kita berada di era yg berlainan. Mungkin bg mak itu cara terbaik utk mendidik kami. Kalau tak pukul mungkin kami tak jd begini. Mungkin itu pendapat mak..
But for me, i want to be a mom yg memahami anak dia. Hopefully. If Amsyar balik lambat dlm keadaan kotor penuh lumpur, aii tak nak teros jump on conclusion yg he's been notty,melompat dlm lopak air. Mungkin dlm perjalanan balik ,slps main bola,dia terjatuh dlm lopak air tu, & lutut nya berdarah? Atau result exam dia teruk, i tros marah dia dgn alasan dia tak blaja. Mungkin dia stadi,tp on that exam day dia tak sehat, or apa yg dia baca tak sama dgn apa yg ada atas exam paper.
I want to be an understanding mom. I want to communicate with him. And really hoping he will come to me on any reason.
Tak kira la sekadar mengadu gula2 dia terjatuh td, or how sorry he is sebab result exam teruk. Or bergaduh dgn awek? I just want to be a part of his life. A part of unimportant thing in his life.
Hopefully it not just a hope semata2 :)
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